Confused...

"What if you should decide that you don't
want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life.

Oooh, that's right
Let's take a breath jump over the side
Oooh, that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try
Oooh, that's right"
~Coldplay

Yeah. They rock. But anyways right now their words are better at explaining what I am thinking and feeling right now than my own.

This is what you get if you Image Google "unsure:"
(Thanks for this idea, Jonathan!)


So right now I am just lifing up my unsure-ness and being scared about the future and all that to God. It's His deal, because He already has the blueprints...the best ones...they don't even compare to my chickenscratch. But He has allowed this relationship to form, and I am OKAY with that, trust me. But I am just not sure what he is thinking right now. We're both just being "careful." I don't want him to think that I am dull, or I don't want him to think that I'm not interested...becuase dude, "I like you!" But I just don't want him to think that I don't because I've never had a "relationship" before so I am not quite sure how to handle it. Guess there's a first for everything. Thanks to Justin for letting me spill tonight.

Peace! =) Luke 6:44